hard 2 say!!

i want 2 be a strong girlz..I want to forget everything that happened in my life..but why I can not forget evrythng..it very hard 2 say something bout her..whyyy???!!!..it not a funny feeling..OMG...why it happened 2 me..why i cnnot be a strong person..??why..n whyy n why...im alwys ask myself..why i cnnot forget bout her..it so difficult 2 accept this destiny..u know what..??i really2 love him..and he want me to find her replacement..but how???i really2 disappointed..it all my fault...im tired 2 think this problem..people around alwys ask me the same question...really2 need a rest my mind..ohhh god..pless help me...i know this is all conjecture 2 me..but how i can hndle this situation..i really2 clogged...where is my happiness life?? i hope he will come..insyaALLAH...