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tdi ad sorg kwn shah8 anta chat..aku pggl girl ni A jela ehh..xkn nk bgtw nme sbnar..aku pon lyan la A ni..tbe2 A ni cter sal shah8 kt aku..A ckp mybe shah8 mntak ptus sbb aku student..senang nk crik laki len yg lgi baik dri die..knape la die leh pk cm 2 kn??die ingt aku cm student lain..senang sngt nk ske kt laki..skunk ni bnyak sngt cter sal die yg aku dngar..happy+sedih...sume prasaan bercmpur... A ckp..shah8 syg aku..aku mmg gmbire time 2..tpi die ptus kn aku sbb aku leh crik mne2 laki n tggl kn die..smpai cm 2 skali die pk sal aku..jaat sngt ke aku ni smpai snggup wt die cm 2.??then ad sorg lgi kwn shah8 n girl A..cube nk jodoh kn shah8 ngn girl A ni..hnye sbb bdk ni just nk tw cter sal ex bf die dri shah8 n A..perlu ke smpai nk jdoh2 kn shah8 ngn A..wlaupon bdk 2 tw A ni dh ad bf..then wt cter yg A jeles shah8 relation ngn aku kt fb die..knpe la pangai die cm 2..2 kn fitnah..xtw ke dose..then kalo hidup jgn la selfish sngt..t diri yg mrane kn ssh..then A ckp lgi..shah8 x bg A add aku sbb xnk tw A kwn die..dlu die yg penah ckp..kwn die means kwn aku gak..tpi npe cmni plak yg jdi..shah..kalo u pk i leh crik pgnti u..syesly..mmg i leh crik..tpi snggup ke i kpel ngn laki lain sdngkn ati n syg i kt u??i xnk jdi hipokrit..mlut ckp syg..tpi ati i mderita..i ckp cm ni sbb i dh penah lalui keadaan cmni..kpel ngn laki len..tpi ati kt org lain..tpi d sbbkn laki yg i syg 2 xpenah hargai i..i terpkse gak lupe kn die..wlupon ati i sakit ble tw die ngn pompuan len..smpai u dtg dlm hidup i..i xpenah nyesal kpel ngn u..tpi i syukur sngt2 mse u ajak i kpel dlu..ingt lgi trikh 11.11.10??cntek kn trikh kite kpel ni..wlupon relation kita singkt..tpi i bhagia mse kite kpel dlu..xpenah i rse cmni...tpi npe akhir nyer kite jdi cmni??i nk sngt dngr u cter npe u wt cmni kt i...i nk dngr dri mlut u sndri..tpi i rse x mungkin kn,..i anta msj pon u bkn nk reply sngt..u ckp ni yg terbaik tok kite..tpi i x nmpak pape kebaikn pon..people around always ask me..'cmne ex ko'..,ko try la anta msj kt die'..soklan 2 sume wt i jdi blurr..xtw nk ckp pe..kdg2 i fkir..npe u wt cmni??u ckp u syg i..tpi syg mmg cmni ke??syg msti wt org terluka ke??i tw kalo i xde pon..u still leh happy kn..sbb u ckp kwn2 u happening..so u leh lupe kn sume yg jdi...xpe la..i doa kn u jmpe org yg leh wt u bhagia...mybe i ni slalu wt u rimas kn..it ok..i trime sume 2..ni sume tkdir kn..wlupon i x rela..tpi pe leh wt..u dh cmpak i jauh dri hidup u..but jauh di sudut ati i..i still syg u..xde spe leh pertikai kn hal ni..even aritu ad kwn i mntak kpel..tpi i terpkse tolak..sbb xnk die sakit sbb tw yg i syg u..i xnk die rse pe yg i rse..n i xnk bg pape harapan kt laki len..pape pon..thknx a lot k wt i bhgia wlupon kejap reltion kite ni...i really2 appreciate... no one can change my feelings towards you..i promise...

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